It has been quite some time since I've had the butterflies. And it's not because of anything bad, or that something is wrong, but Adam and I have gotten used to each other. We're comfortable and happy together.
So while I was sitting at work today, and the ADD kicked in, and there was no Facebook to resort to, I started day dreaming about the wedding. I thought about dress shopping, and dancing, and cake, and caterers, and then I thought about the moment that I'll get to turn to him and say "I do." And all of a sudden, the butterflies just hit me like a ton of... well butterflies! I'm pretty sure I giggled to myself in my cubicle, and that the woman next to me glared at me over her shoulder. (She, apparently, was arguing with her husband all day today.)
It is so easy to get all swept up in all the wedding PLANNING, and forget about the wedding itself. I'm almost disappointed at how little thought I've put into the actual ceremony versus the dress and reception, though I have written umpteen different versions of vows in my head.
So to sit there and dream about the EXACT moment that we get to become our own new family almost sort of shocked me, and I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the day. I can't wait for the day, but more specifically, that moment. I keep playing it in my head, over and over again, but I know my dreams will fall short of reality. I am so FREAKIN' excited!!!!
So while I was sitting at work today, and the ADD kicked in, and there was no Facebook to resort to, I started day dreaming about the wedding. I thought about dress shopping, and dancing, and cake, and caterers, and then I thought about the moment that I'll get to turn to him and say "I do." And all of a sudden, the butterflies just hit me like a ton of... well butterflies! I'm pretty sure I giggled to myself in my cubicle, and that the woman next to me glared at me over her shoulder. (She, apparently, was arguing with her husband all day today.)
It is so easy to get all swept up in all the wedding PLANNING, and forget about the wedding itself. I'm almost disappointed at how little thought I've put into the actual ceremony versus the dress and reception, though I have written umpteen different versions of vows in my head.
So to sit there and dream about the EXACT moment that we get to become our own new family almost sort of shocked me, and I couldn't stop smiling for the rest of the day. I can't wait for the day, but more specifically, that moment. I keep playing it in my head, over and over again, but I know my dreams will fall short of reality. I am so FREAKIN' excited!!!!
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